Many people write the book first and then make a movie out of it. But my life is already like a movie, which could be turned into a book. My blog posts can be like small movie shots from here and there.

This week’s blog summarizes all the latest keys from NYC and my thoughts about it. I am starting a total love relationship with NYC. It holds me, activates me, penetrates me and grows me. This time it was really cool to be there, as I was there without the fear. Next week I will give you an overview of my observations getting back to Estonia.

Spirit’s gifts from listening to the spirit in the nature

On my way to Europe I saw the movie ‘Be Wild’. It was a sweet to recognise myself in the main character’s journey into herself through being in the nature, what in these days is almost gone from the people’s lives. We are so urbanised and we do not spend much time in the nature any more. I remember my first skiing trip alone in the Norwegian mountains where my goal was to see the fjords (it is not advised to do it completely alone for safety reasons).

I was there for some hours and then made the fire into the snow and came back. When I managed that, I was confident, that I am able to do the skiing weekend.

To be more confident, I invited my new academic friend from Portugal to join me for the adventure. He had not much experience with cross country skiing, so that made it a bit more challenging. I have experienced throughout the years doing work outside, how our thoughts and beliefs influence the weather. The same happened to him. Through the fear we got into the snow storm, which made putting the tent up almost impossible, especially as I had taken with me the wrong equipment. During the night I thought we most probably will freeze to death as it was so cold (-15C). Luckily I knew some tricks from my other snow mountain adventures with my Norwegian tour friend, so we managed to survive through the night. The next day the sun was shining and the storm seemed to be like a bad dream. On our way out, my friend broke his ski, so we missed the bus and had to take the taxi back.

After this adventure I decided that I will go to the top of one mountain in Northern Norway, around Tromsö area. I had connected with one mountain, where there was a little stream, where it would have been safe to stay with my tent. The desire to go was so powerful, that no-one or nothing could have stopped me. This was 2007 the beginning of July (8 years ago). It was a very important 2 weeks from my life. Only now I understand the meaning of it.

I bicycled through the light of the midnight sun. I drove by the mountains and listened to the silence, which I had never heard before. Climbing up to the mountain was a challenge as I had too many bags and things. I came up with the systematic plan how to get up 10 meters at the time to the top of the mountain. It was complicated and took some time. Once I got up, I celebrated with the little fire.

These 2 weeks up there changed the rest of my life completely. I learned so much about myself. The energies gave me my new name, my new vision for my future and my new direction. I understood how full was my life with practicalities and how I could not listen to my spirit as I did not give it the space to talk. 

On top of that mountain I understood how messed up was my inner body temperature regulator, how little I needed to eat as I was fasting and how little sleep I needed when I was in the nature, how beautiful was the silence and my life without the internet.

How amazing are the sunsets behind the Northern Sea, where the sun only slightly touched the tips of the mountains, without hiding behind it and how amazing it is to be up with the sun for the 24 hours in the row. The silence was so powerful, that I could hear my blood moving inside of my body. It was where I met with myself. The way I have never met myself before. Where my shower was the rain from the skies and where there was so much time that counting the clouds was my main hobby.

Thanks to what my spirit guided me to do, my life changed and I started with bigger changes in many countries and also for many people and through many new possibilities which I created, I changed my own future as well. Thanks to this listening I am here where I am today and I am who I am today. Thanks to this, my life is so much deeper quality wise and thanks to that I have experienced a lot. 

Fitting into the boxes

With the last weeks adventures I have understood how much during my life I have wasted into fitting into the boxes which the society or others have made and how it has always ended with the failure. Now I decided that I will face the new challenge – I will have the courage to be the true me and create my space and exactly how I choose it and through that contribute to the world’s change. 

It has been a very interesting adventure and I have noticed how difficult it actually is. In New York I noticed when I met people how they are looking for their ideal person and when they meet someone how they actually are not meeting that someone, but their own projection and the meeting becomes the interview as well counting the cons and pros. There were very few people I could be my real me.

I also understood that when I live with someone, even if it is only for couple of days, I get enough information in order for me to understand the future options  and if there are any. The new time spirit will throw all the information to the table, so that you do not need to lose yourself into a relationship for years. I got the clarity with couple of days. 

More I am who I am supposed to be here, more the magic got activated and started to flow in my life again. My magical surf board was pretty dusty. In order to activate it once again, I needed to travel. Travelling has given me a lot of perspective from all corners. It keeps me fresh. It works for me. 

Embracing the change and bonus gifts

When I entered the plane today, I could feel the excitement. I found my seat and sat down to wait for my neighbour. When he arrived, he asked me if I would love to change my seat with him, so he could sit next to his partner.

The row was the same, just further and as there was a very positive looking lady next to my new seat, I did it. The number was 6 as the message of the water and flow again. My neighbour was a woman from Poland, who has lived in NYC for the past 20 years and was on her way to her 2 months summer vacation. How amazing! She was full of joy and happiness, as she had waited for her holiday for the last 9 months. What a rearrangement again!

Soon it was time to eat. As it was a cheap airline, then I did not notice that you have to book your food separately as well. When the time was there, they wanted to bring me food, but as we changed our seats, they understood that as we changed the seats we created a mess. They wanted to organize me a food instead of them. But the steward promised to check if there is a vegetarian one left, he can get it to me.

15 minutes later I got the full meal on my table, without paying for it! Without me asking, the same happened in the morning! It is not possible that during the last 2 flights the same thing has happened: if I go with the flow and with the changes without resistance the universe has given me prizes for that!

Just think how many of us are fighting against the changes and how pointless this is and how you could actually create possibilities from this.  

Later I went to the toilet and when I came out I talked to the very interesting man who is coming to Estonia and who gave me his business card – where he has written that he works in the New York state, which is called the ‘state of opportunities’. Our conversation was very short, but concrete. I offered myself to be a local guide in case they come to Estonia.

First fun and then work!

This morning I had a very fun experience on this very same topic. I invited one of my friends to come with me to surf with me in Rockaway beach. He was hesitating first, as he has a bit of the money pressure on him right now, and felt that he should work on getting a new job, instead of just having fun.

I shared with him one story how I was in Hawaii and how I went swimming with the dolphins first and and after that I got a private client and well paid. He was very hesitant about the invitation, but he came. He was in the ocean maybe only 10 minutes and did some surfing and I did Access Bars on him. After that one woman called him, who is the leader of a new wellness network and asked if she could help him somehow and how. He did not believe how could that happen so fast. Trust and flow is the new time’s message. 

Most people create their life from their past or from what they know. Most people are afraid to change and hold on to what they know. Despite that, both my life and others who are courageous, show that if you really let go and follow your path and set your value, your life will form in a form and flow, which would not be possible in other ways. 

Who creates your universe?  

We had a little discussion. Why is it that if you pass by New York things flow and are easy and once you live there these change into hard and complicated? 

One of the reasons can be that when we travel, we are in the flow and more opened to the possibilities and more in the now. When we are in the flow, we do not have things as static and stoic and stuck. How to create life according to your choice, whether you live in one place or different places, but are in constant flow and opened to the possibilities.

Everything is stuck in our heads. More we clear the files from our heads and being, which does not allow us to change, faster we change and faster we can let the life cooperate with us. 

I have some additional stories for this one, which I will share personally during my Activation of the Abundance Event this week in Tallinn (in Estonian) and during my summer retreat in Matsalu from the 24-26th of July.

Home assignment 

Katrin Haiba shared with me one very sweet meditation for the grounding. As many people have a problem with that, I would suggest that!

Imagine that you are in a very beautiful natural place and you sit there. Ground yourself so that you become one with the soil and become one with it. The tip of the mountain will be your heart, not your head. Your head will be in the sky.  

This meditation helps you to ground and connect more to your heart. As time goes by, the new energy will not allow us to create only with the head. Most successful and powerful will be those, who know how to build a bridge between those two and start to cooperate and help these to melt into one. Less resistance we show, faster is the flow and changes and miracles to come. 

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I am Crystal Ra Laksmi. This is my name, which came to me in Norway, on the top of the mountain – 8 years ago. Who am I really? Being in New York I understood that I do not know how to define this any more. It took me time to get that far.

Living without definition, non-defined relationships are the main essential keys in the new energy. You need to explore yourself again and again all the time, every moment. Then you turn into the river, where you can not step many times. You transform into the drop, which is part of the ocean and not only sensing it, but also living it, where everything is close by and where everything is possible. When this time will come – the world will be yours!

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