How to end self-destruction?


Sometimes when I listen to people and their stories I ask myself – how is it possible that with all these failures or unfairness they can not see that they have been part of that process especially with self-destructive behavior?

This topic is very big and I could just record separate video series about it. But today I talk about some of the first steps how you can start to stop your self-destruction and see how fast your life quality will change! Continue reading

The scientist exploring the inner and outer worlds as the snowbird in Mexico – Interview with Janet Hudson


Janet – meditating on the beach in La Cruz, Mexico. Photo by C.R.Laksmi

A story of a brave woman who took a leap of faith in love and in a man to redefine her dream!

Questions and stories recorded/written and firstly edited by Crystal Ra Laksmi.

Additional editing by Janet Hudson.

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A Journey of Involution – How limitations can be your ticket to your freedom – Interview with the musician and artist Sonny Davis


These interviews are meant to bring inspiration from ordinary people who live their life simply, but fully. My main message through these stories is – you do not need a million dollars to live your dream! All you need is to have a dream and simplify in order to redefine your life. Figure out how and what works for you. Let these stories from my amazing friends around the world inspire you and take your steps to live your dream!

If these stories inspire you, please share them on your FB timeline and personally with your friends. This is the way we can change the world – one story at the time!

This interview is about how:

‘We are all onions and our life is about peeling it – it is our choice if we do it ourselves or let other forces to do it.’

Story conducted and recorded by Crystal Ra Laksmi. Edited by Crystal Ra Laksmi and Sonny Davis.

All the pictures are from Sonny Davis’s private collection if not stated otherwise.


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Weekly Keys – 22nd – 29th of Dec – Stepping fully into your Abundance Ocean!

moneysuitcaseDuring the last years I have experienced abundance from the inside out and outside in. I have lived with multimillionaires, I have been pretty rich myself and also moved completely to another polarity where I have lived basically without money or with people who are very poor, but who are abundant and rich on many other levels. To experience all of that inspired me to think more about the abundance and this holiday topic will be on that topic as this is one of the main keys to the new life on this planet. Continue reading

Mother’s Day

I am always sad when people tell me about their mothers and tell me how they hate them or how terrible they are! I just tell them, lucky you, you at least have one! My mother died years ago and we do not even know how and why. My mother lost her parental rights when I was 12 years old, because she drank too much.

IMG_03731I became a mother when I was 19. I gave birth to a baby boy Sander in 1997. He is now 16 and he has been the very reason why I am still here on planet Earth. The moment we broke up with his father, was very challenging for me. At that point family life was all I had and losing that, was like losing life for me. I promised to keep it up and make a better future for me and my son Sander. I have kept my word and working on it every day to build up a life of our dreams and never giving up! I inspire him to think outside of the box and create his own reality!

I got two higher educations from Norway and South Africa and have traveled several times half way around the world and become an empowered woman who knows her purpose and her why and moves step by step towards new targets every day.

I am so grateful for my son that he chose me to be his mother. I have not certainly been the perfect mother, but we have learned a lot together, we have traveled quite a lot together and had fun quite a lot together. What else is possible now? He is finishing his 9th grade and  I keep my fingers crossed for his final exams!

aa sanderdrives mercedesJust one week ago, I took him with me to testdrive a new Mercedes ML350, which costs 110 000 eur. The face on him while driving it, tells it all! The manhood what came out and the feeling he got was touching base with the abundance he truly is! Thank you for enjoying my crazy ideas and challenges. Love you Sander! I am also working now every day to make more choices in order to spend more time with Sander.

aasanderritimersedesHere my son Sander and my sister Riti enjoying the sun with the brand new Mercedes ML 350.

Would you like to hear more, how to make more time to spend more time with your loved ones, your son, your sister or whoever is your family member and choose the life and luxury you fully deserve?

Ask me how! I have many tools and possibilities for you!

Naked truth about Crystal Ra Laksmi

Many people spend all of their lives to hide who they really are or even try to escape from it! Many people do not even really want to find out who they really are!

The matter can be complicated, as if we are ever changing how can we state here and now who we are?

Some years ago I thought I knew who I was. Right this moment I know who I was yesterday, who I would love to become and be in the future. Who I am today I know as well, but this is the most changing phase, so even if people think they know me as they knew me a year ago, I do not think they know me at all, me included.

I would love to share some naked truth about me and bits of my story, as I have been hiding too long, not really showing my real face and beauty and power. Now is my time and I am stepping step by step into my power again. I am finding my voice. I believe our past is building a solid platform for our present and future. I honour it.


The naked truth is that my birth name was Kätlin Roovik

and I got my new name Crystal Ra Lakshmi on a top of a mountain in Norway.2 years later I got Crystal Ra Laksmi officially to my passport.

The naked truth is that I love to talk about things what people do not talk about in public. Two of my favourite topics are sex and money.

The naked truth about me is that  I love empowered sex and money (but have never been a prostitute!!!). The naked truth is I love sex which empowers me and money which empowers me or if I can use sex or money to empower others (through tantra ).

The naked truth about me is that I love orgasms: all kinds – vaginal, clitoris, all body etc. I am able to get them even while walking, sleeping, sitting in the car, in the bus etc.

The naked truth is I have not yet found a man who could handle my  empowerment or tame my heart or would dare to choose to grow and expand with me. I have met many and had many trials, all have been experiences to take with me to the future and made me stronger and clearer what I would like to choose in the future.

The naked truth is I have found the woman who dares to choose to grow and expand with me.

and this is one of the connections and supportive systems, which has helped me to get through all the challenges during the last years.

The naked truth is the two of my main reasons why I am still alive

is my son and this woman.

The naked truth is that from now on, I am not letting my value down and will not choose men or women, who disempower me or use any kind of violence (verbal, emotional, mind) against me! Period! You can find yourself another playground. You are not welcome in my world or on my orbit! Have fun some place else, as I am the woman on mission!

IMG_6070The naked truth about my background is that I come from a middle class family,

my parents divorced when I was 6 and I stayed with my grandmother and my father. Later my sister joined me as well for some years.

The naked truht is that I got pregnant when I was 19.

My son is now 16 years old and lives with his father. I spend as much time with him as I can when I am in Estonia. My son has traveled with me a bit. I am there for him, wherever he needs me.

The naked truth is that I have done one abortion which almost took my life…

The naked truth about me is that I come from pretty harsh conditions and have been to the bottom several times as on the top as well.

The naked truth about me is that I once was a millionaire in this life. The naked truth about me is that I lost it all.

The naked truth is that I know that when you are in the bottom, you have nowhere else to go than up. On your way up you appreciate everything what or who comes your way! And you know your way up. It is just all about choice, systems and determination!

The naked truth is that many people have tried to kill me for my courage and my success.

3,5 years ago I was at the peak of my success in Estonia. I was one of the top leading sipiritual companies in Estonia and people got very jealous. The naked truth about it is that there were some people trying to kill me. They tried 3 – 4 times.

The naked truth is I am still alive as I am a woman on mission!

The naked truth is that I have spent almost 6 years for promoting others.

IMG_6082I do not regret it as through this contribution people in Estonia and in other places got to know about Auratransformation TM, water therapy, experience based tantra, Access Consciousness TM and still will hear more about other new things as well as this is in my nature. But I do not feel that the people and organizations I promoted have really appreciated my contribution the way I feel I have deserved it. Maybe my viewpoints or ideas about ethical and honest businesses are different than theirs?

 The naked truth is now is the time to BE ME!

I feel very strongly that now is also my time to come up with my original handwriting and presenting to the world something of my very own. I do now every day special steps for making these steps. You will hear more about it later.

The naked truth is I will never make any business without any contract or written agreements!

I have also learned, that even if you do business with good friends, you should always make a contract and additional written agreements beforehand.

I have learned that to be unique me and walk my path has been challenging, but rewarding in so many ways.

I am 36 and have travelled several times around the world, got 2 higher degrees in Norway and South Africa. I keep travelling, as it inspires me and empowers me and will inspire the world, as I create new things as I share new things all the time!

The naked truth about me is that I am from Estonia (birthland of Skype), but I feel like the citizen of the world and have not had one stable base in the world for the last 2 years.

IMG_6086The naked truth about me is that I am not afraid to be me and I am very open minded.

I can sexually be both with men and women (bisexual or pansexual) and I feel that this is very balancing for most people, if they would let themselves explore and experience that and let go of the viewpoints which do not let them explore.

The naked truth about me is that I love my own body, spirit and mind and fall in love with me more and more.

The naked truth is that I had almost no hair for 2 years just out of choice!

The naked truth of me is that I am not afraid to be naked in front of people.

Whether it is just meant without clothes or literally without masks or layers. I love to be real and love to be me. The best environment for me is the empowered environment. Then I do not have my barriers up and I can expand with every moment and grow as well.

The naked truth about me is that I love life to the bits and even though sometimes the challenges are hard, I have now decided to see everything what comes my way as an opportunity instead of a limitation.

The naked truth about me is that I have learned how to unite the masculine and feminine inside of me.

The naked truth about me is that if you would like to see  ‘the true me’, you have to invite me for a play or an adventure!

The rose opens the petals to the sun who warms and empowers her, to the rain, who waters her and to the soil, who feeds her and to the wind who gives the air of dreams and wings to fly together to the eternity…

The naked truth of me is that I am born to be and express abundance and prosperity in all possible ways and forms.

Thank you for daring to get to know the naked truth about Crystal Ra Laksmi! You are brave!


Would you like to step into your power and be able  to tell the naked truth about you and find your voice? Take contact with me – I have loads of ideas, tools and experiences which can contribute to you to  create your way back to you!

Comment after the first release in Empower Network blog:

Greta Campagnolo:

THIS FREAKIN’ ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Crystal, I am here to tell you just how much I LOVE the naked truth about YOU!!!  Thank you so much for being bold, and for sharing so many truths, and for simply being YOU!  This is what this is all about.  This business was build to EMPOWER THE PEOPLE.  So if you are ready to step into yourself, and be YOU, you must connect with Crystal!  She is an absolute authentic being, who will help YOU free yourself!  I’m not saying you have to bare all to be here, what I’m saying is that in time you will reach a level of confidence and power, that inevitably brings you to the place where Crystal has reached.  This moment in time, when it’s almost as if the Universe opens up, and you feel compelled to share your story, because it is what feels good and right.  We were born to make a difference, and for many people hearing all of what Crystal had to share, whether it’s the exact opposite of who you are, in some way, it has inspired you to want to feel FREE as well.  This business is so much more than making ridiculous amounts of money, it’s about reaching deep inside yourself, letting go, and be the better you, all the while helping others to do the same.  Creating a world of FREEDOM!  <3 you so much Crystal!  Thank you!!!